
By Bernie Wimbush,
A long time ago, in a far distant land, my world came crashing down. It was at Steven’s Creek Mission in San Jose California. I had been declared SP with a rider on it that said that I was never to be allowed back. My brother Kingsley, the Mission Holder had also been declared with that same rider, never to be allowed back.
Now I am a Class VIII C/S and have done the Org Exec Course. I knew I couldn’t be declared without a Comm Ev and the rider was clearly off policy as the door must always be left open even if it is only a crack.
I was the OES holding Qual and Senior Case Supervisor posts from above. I had straightened the tech out to the point that I told the Registrars that our tech team could handle anything and I had promised the tech team that I would train them on how to get those results or I would do it myself. And the Registrars loved it. And the public got the results and the income flowed in and staff were getting paid well for the first time. I trained the staff in false data stripping (later called ‘de-dinging by the RTC) and all the stops were coming off.
And I was declared?
This was not the Scientology that I knew and loved and had followed since 1959.
Kingsley demanded a Com Ev and later the members (after they had left) confessed that they had all been threatened that if they didn’t find him SP they would all be declared and that none of them had had the guts to stand up.
And I was still going through the legals of getting my Green Card to work in the USA. So unemployed and with none of my friends talking to me, we packed up and we left for the land of OZ where I was allowed to work.
The plane landed at the Perth, Western Australia International Airport, in the heat of summer, and trust me, it gets hot out here.
But what job to take? For the past 10 plus years I had been producing the miracles that Scientology does produce. And they wanted me to teach higher maths to kids who couldn’t count and weren’t interested.
In ’83 there wasn’t much support for an ex. Materials were not available and the only road to total freedom seemed to be via the out tech off policy org.
But how do you toe the corporate line you don’t believe in and move up The Bridge?
Answer is you can’t. We know what is right. Pinching a paperclip from HCO is so irrelevant, when we take dedicated able beings who have made incredible contributions to Scientology and invalidate the hell out of them by declaring them SP.
I made my decision — that I would not go along with the travesty. I would not cut communication to my friends. I might be prevented from going up The Bridge, but no one, and certainly not the squirrel corporation I had run into, was going to make me violate my own integrity.
I am not going to waste the tech I have learnt, or fail to help others with the knowledge I have acquired.
No one can make me do something I think is wrong. I don’t go around committing overts. I’ve done my last out tech OW write up.
That was back in 1983. My stance hasn’t changed, but the journey has been fascinating. But more of that later…
Bernie Wimbush, Scientologist.
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When I first got to speak to Bernie last year I had only information from what I had been previously told when I worked in RTC — and it was not good. The picture painted was of the Wimbush brothers (Kingsley and Bernie) being integral to the “power push” of the mission network. They were “squirrels” and their heads were put on pikes and left out in the sun for all to see (by David Miscavige).
The actual truth however, when relayed to me, step by step, by Bernie, was incredible. How their mission was booming. How they had a huge Communication Course with hundreds attending. How they were delivering Life Repair in such quantity that the mission income was far over anything Class IV orgs were producing. And they were applying Data Series to continually evaluate and find right Why’s and continually improve and build more on this. They were delivering real Scientology. The L.Ron Hubbard version.
They were hung out to dry based on false reports from Miscavige to LRH. But Bernie, 30 years later, still has to be one of the most dedicated, knowledgeable and active Scientologists I know. Just an amazing man. Can’t wait for the rest of his story to be published to the world.
When I first met you at the airport, and we drove back home, I can say this; in your presence I was not just at ease, but became more aware, had cognitions, things as-ised. I had met a truly wonderful, KRCful, able being, an auditor in every sense of the word. I’m so happy to have finally met a real Scientology celebrity having heard your name for all those many years. Love, Jim Logan
Boy, change the names and a few details, and it is a story many have experienced, including myself.
But what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. No more social reasons for being a Scientologist after something like that, either you are or you are not based purely on your own integrity. The fact that you made the decision you did, gives us all heart and makes us all stronger.
Yes it was written to really validate those who have stuck to their integrity, and a reminder to those who have “bought” lies about themselves to accept their own truth. It is the trick of the element of truth. You stole a paperclip from HCO therefore you are SP. True you nicked it, but the therefore doesn’t follow, but in the heat of the moment it is easy to get caught.
His weapon is our willingness to go along with the lies and invalidation, but our strength is the truth and our integrity. He is on the wrong side of history.
The eval was done on Steven’s Creek with a staff of over 100. False data stripping may not have applied to your situation. It has not applied universally to businesses I have coached as they all have their own why.
My date might be out on RTC but it was a few years ago.
Bernie
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